I am always trying to impress Miss Amber. Everything that I do is towards that goal. Pleasing Mistress is is part of the rules around here, and even her friends respect that when they come over and sometimes stay the night. But she says that I am the only one she owns, so it’s even more strict for me. I am like a fairly-well trained puppy, but like all pets, I sometime get a little naughty. When Miss Amber is there to keep me in line, it is easier to do what I am supposed to. When she is gone, I sometimes have a hard time being a good sub.

Miss Amber went to Seattle for a few days this week and left me in the care of her friend, Miss Tarah. Miss Tarah looked in on me each day to make sure that I was doing my chores and going to bed on time. But Miss Amber made sure I was locked up before she left, which both made me happy and frustrated. My chastity device is both a blessing and a curse, but sometimes I just want to feel the relief and release some stress at the same time. I have had some hard days at my new job lately, which have made me tense. It isn’t that the work is too hard, it is just not something that I am always good at. I have to recommend outfits to these pretty ladies and most of them think that I don’t know anything about intimate garments. Who can blame them, they don’t know that I wear better quality lingerie than most of them do!

Unfortunately, I have had a couple of hard customers that didn’t treat me well this last week but I could not even tell Miss Amber. I normally get to go to her if I have earned enough points to masturbate, but she always has the key. There is nothing more frustrating than knowing that the key to your device is over three hours away and with someone that wouldn’t give it to you anyway! I kept myself busy with chores and even made her a marbled cheesecake to welcome her home, hoping that I would get a point for that and put her in a good mood to unlock me. Miss Tarah said I may still have to wait, and she was right. Miss Amber met a man in Seattle and has been busy with calls and blogs, so I am working on being patient. I have been told to keep a smile on my face, that I am to learn the meaning of ‘serve and suffer’. I have earned the ten points I need and want it so bad I can taste it. But as much as I ache for release, it thrills me to be delayed.