Imagine that you have just dined at the best restaurant you have ever visited, and received the greatest meal you ever tasted. You’ll walk away with a fond memory of the meal for sure. But what if I told you that although the restaurant is nearby, you will never visit it again. You are not kept away by anyone, and it’s not a matter of funds or convenience. You just won’t ever eat there again, and it’s your choice. There’s not even a reason behind it! You will remember the meal vividly, and even crave it. Oh, how you’ll crave it. You’ll spend years reliving it, and you’ll talk about it, think about it and even dream about it. But you will never allow yourself to enjoy it again.

Sounds silly, right? I agree. But how many of you have done that very thing with sucking cock?

Are you a closet cocksucker?

How many nights have you been alone in your bed, stroking to your own memories of sucking cock? Maybe you told your ex, maybe you’ve only confided in a phone Mistress like me in a late-night chat! But maybe you hide your fantasy in the deepest recesses of your brain, and tell yourself that what you did is all in the past now, you’re different now, you’re changed. You were young/stupid/drunk/experimenting/single back then, and that was a long time ago. That may be true, but you’re still thinking about it, aren’t you? You’re still thinking about that thick cock, being used up like a dirty whore and the way all of it made you feel. Like a key in a lock, your mouth on a cock. I know. You’re a closet cocksucker, friend. And you might shirk from the word ‘gay’. It might make you shudder and it might upset you. But this isn’t about whether you’re gay or not. Only you know that. My point is, no matter how long it’s been, sucking cock is one bicycle that you never forget how to ride.

Return to what you know, what you love….

Forget what other people might think. You can be private and discreet. Have a wife/girlfriend/significant other? Tell them, or don’t. It’s your choice. No one is keeping you from that cock but you. If you’re squeaky-clean and battling cock on the brain, cut yourself a break already! Don’t let your own judgement or worry about stereotypes get in the way. Yes, sissy submissive men suck cock. But sexy, manly men suck cock. Wealthy, professional men suck cock. Even hardworking men with responsibilities suck cock. And they know something you don’t: you don’t have to ache restlessly in your lust when you can burn deliciously in the flame. Take this lesson to heart, friends. It doesn’t matter how long it’s been. You know you want it, so go out and get it. You went and found it before, you made yourself available before. Don’t hide it, don’t run from it. You know what you are, so own it. Revel in it.

Whether you’re bi-curious or just cock curious…..it’s not complicated. Listen to your Mistress: Let nothing keep you from that cock.