‘Why can’t I stop thinking about cock, Miss Amber?’ That’s what he asked me. No matter how many times he jerked off to videos of pretty girls sucking dick, no matter how many times he had sex with his wife….cock was always there. It was there on his mind on the way to work, in the shower, when he ate his breakfast. He saw himself in every porn as the bitch taking cock. He struggled to get the courage to ask his wife to use a strap-on, he couldn’t stop imagining sucking a dildo. All those thoughts and images just wouldn’t go away.
Are You A Secret Cock Slut?
I’m speaking to many of you right now. Cocksucking has permeated your brain, too. Maybe it has you worried you because you fear your masculinity is in danger, maybe it thrills you because nothing has ever gotten you as hot as COCK. I love secrets and the secret sluts that tell them. Do you have a secret, something you’re aching to say? I’m ready to unburden you and explore with you. Let’s get right down to it, you and me. Let’s figure out why you’ve got it on the brain, 24/7/365.
It’s time to leave your nervousness behind and embrace what you want. Are you ready?
Yes, Mistress Amber, I am sissy cock slut. I want to be dolled up in ridiculous layers of super-femme, satin, frilly lingerie and dresses and be a total slut for one, two, dozens of delicious cocks! I want to suck them and feel them fuck me. I want to taste their sweet pre-cum and then the loads and loads of musky sperm!
I think you just described the ultimate dream of sissies everywhere!
I once read a piece of erotica (many moons ago) that has always stuck with me. A woman is sleeping and dreaming of being in the sea, swimming. She feels something swimming with her, beneath her but she isn’t afraid. Soon it rises beneath her, she straddles it and rides it through the warm waters. She is naked and hugs the flesh of the thing which is a tremendously large cock. They end up on the beach where it stands up straight and she clings, hugging it. She squirms against it and soon it is pouring gallons of wonderful cum down its sides and all over her.
That was one of the earliest pieces of erotica I read where i knew I wanted to be the girl. I didn’t even know I was a sissy yet.
What imagery just in your description! Cannot even imagine what it must have been like to read it. Very sensual and arousing!
It took me a while to embrace my love for Cock. Like a lot of Beta Submissive Males I had fears of my masculinity and wondered about my sexuality and what it meant. What I learned is that there’s nothing wrong with not being Masculine or if my sexuality is something other than heterosexual. It’s just a part of who I am. Now that I’ve embraced it I’ve come to enjoy it more than I ever have.
I am so glad that you’ve reached that point and can now just have fun!